My nature, Just like Autumn

Berhubungan dgn post kemaren, gue mau jelasin kenapa gue mendiskripsikan sifat gue seperti musim gugur.

Sebelumnya, gue mau all readers ngebaca sebuah puisi, karya ehm..gue sendiri. Hope all of you understand, why I choose.."Autumn":

"Hoping there is beauty in the morning...

As if want of something new in life..

Wishing the beauty in the morning. 

All I see is emptiness in this life..

 

When I opened my window.. 

Realizing that a strange thing happened on my feelings..

on this season..

leaves falling, though hope is gone, 

Want to see what happens in this life..

Wish I said: why the soul is empty..

 

Trying to go just to learn how to enjoy life.. 

Accompanied tree leaves begin to abort.. 

It is obvious, 

that I was only accompanied by avalanches falling leaves, 

along with an increasingly slow pace. 

realized, that there is only me, 

the falling leaves,

and an empty bench..

in the middle of the road that passed..

I stoped from my path.. 

I tried to sit down for a while.. 

Once again I tried to be quiet.. 

Realizing how I could be there in the world.. 

Realizing why I have an empty soul.. 

lonely road that passed along with the cold today.. 

Always alone in the middle of life.. 

Though there's always  filled.. 

but still, 

there is only loneliness in life for today.. 

Smile.. 

But it was forced to always smile.. 

Right then I knew.. 

the lonely  Autumn..

is always there..

on myself.. "

Now, all readers..after reading this poem, can you feel what I feel ? Do you already know the side of me after reading this ?

Jawabannya, hanya kalian saja yang tau..

Jadi, apa musim mu kali ini(lagi)?